Si vos peto pacis exsisto paratus pro bellum

What The Fuck

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 00:14:23 GMT

So Meg and i hung out today and i paid the light bill...stopped at her house and she called several times to let her brother know where we were....she also let her mom know in the morning...anyway she gets a call at like 6 sumthin and her mom lets her know that her bro was locked out...ok...honest mistake, he was out back....he could have heard us pull up if his head phones werent at 120 decebles.....anyway that was the major oops of the day....but now her4 parents dont want us seeing each other as much....dunno why....1 mistake and she's done...come on!....her parents were fine when i came over there day after day...the first time meg comes to my house(granted she like never comes over during the week) something happens and well they are anti-friendly...uh...i just dont know....it drives me nutz they dont have a problem untill she wants to come over to my house.....fuck if i know why....i dunno about walking and psych. HW.....i really hope this just blows over....oh and her dad gave a remark in the background that "this shit is gonna stop" nothing like this has happened in the 3 count'em 3 years we have been together......Fuck'em....she can live with me!

i have figured it out

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 04:21:08 GMT

I am a lonely eater....my appetite shot up tonight and it is only because i am away from Meg....i swear i would be dead if it wasnt for that woman....i think i would be dead.....sometimes life amazes me!

Long time comming

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 01:57:50 GMT

so this break was far too short, it is gonna be very different sleeeping alone after 2 weeks of constant companionship. Got Meg a beautiful Promise Ring and i really mean to marry her one day....heh, i really do love her. Dont think anyone has a doubt. well yeah x mas was good....cept i was sick slightly, very eventful....Meg and i together almost everyday. wonderful....wonderful time....

Preposterous Praposals

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 04:26:06 GMT

Fearful lover
why do you duck for cover.
You know i love no other.

It must be you doubt our perfection
but nothing is wrong or has been,
to my recollection.

May you see this eventually.
our love you can see clearly,
forever together...it is an enevitabillity.

efil si gniyrt....

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 03:48:26 GMT

Well tons of things happen to all of us day after day and we may just wonder why it happens.....
fail not my young deciples
stray not from your path
you shall not be lead astray
allow me to show the way.

Life Moves on.....

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:10:15 GMT

Many believe that we live and die thats it....but what if this isnt a life but an alternate reality and this is just one elaborate dream. Maybe the dreams we dream are the reality of what is life.....i find myself lost if that is true and then i feel like maybe this is all pointless. If the mind is really that powerful then as soon as we get to the point of maximum euphoria we snap out of it(die) and life is irrelevent to our existence. Life is but a confusing game of (insert ethnicity)roulette, we push our luck harder and harder untill it stops. Wrap your head around that one!

The world is way too stupid.

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 01:14:39 GMT

Well people are slow and stupid....driving in Inverness is hell, yeah a small town and its got the traffic of ocala....anyway, Embalming fluid is nasty smelling and causes me to hate dissection. Skinning a pig is nothing but the smell first thing in the morning is rough....eh i can deal...i am loving meg more and more.....

I have died a little today

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 00:39:38 GMT

I blew on Meg....it started when i put a little water on a kat outside and meg said that it was mean and went on about a story about greased barrels and water and putting kats in them....i dunno i had heard it before and i dunno the stress of the last few weeks and megs pa being arrogant about car shit......i yelled at her and i didnt mean to i didnt want to and now i think i have scared her and i dont want her to be scared of me.....i never want to hurt her and i really dont like the way it happened......i said i was sorry and i said it over and over but i can never say it enough......and so i feel it has caused my soul displacement.

Vocal ammo, a violent hail
Broken coffen, a missing nail
Pin pulled, grenade in hand
Never thrown, one place to land
Body broken, soul torn more
Bloody outcome, emotional war

Welcome to my world.....

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 22:03:13 GMT

Im fat.....as such i get heckled about dying early from heart disease......I have a wonderful girlfriend whom the very thought keeps me sane and happy. Im the strongest in the school.....im arrogant....im worried about WILMA taking everything i have......Meg would go where else but missouri.....me probably virginia....im so gonna go see her there.....but only if worse comes to worse......NIN concert may be canceled......fuckin'A......im tired of my knee being sore.....i wish i could see Meg more...a lot more....my bed is empty W/o her......many of my friends are out and gone.....life is good but extreamly stressful......too many women wanting me.....i fear rape....meg would kill them.....i would kill them.....cholorophorm is the only way.....sigh......I truely dont know what on earth is going on.....i am very glad that i have Meg......damn im bored.....damn im rambling......im gonna go make dinner!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 15:24:46 GMT

What do you do when the cross roads are miles behind and you dont ever remember choosing a path?

BULL SHIT

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 01:51:23 GMT

28 miles is not many when considering tires so how is it that everryone seems to think that but me!!!!!? i believe there is more there than that......28 miles is nothing and it is not like we are gonna make it an everyday thing....sigh....i willhave a car this week.....bastards@!!!!!!!! oh well they say they are not against me but josh gets a ride!

Sometimes you just fell!!!!

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 00:23:09 GMT

...Damn you
You little prying Pandora
You little demon
Is this what you wanted to see?
Curse you, you little lying Delilah
You little viper
Now you cannot ever be free
Damn you, curse you...

Let me count the ways.....

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 21:01:13 GMT

The approprate number would be 60-9...lol anyway this weekend was really cool....My bro's b day and i stayed at Meg's for a while(all night firday and most of Sat.) Any way it was very eventful and i now know
why people like that nimber....sry josh...
~Peace

MUTHER FUCKER

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 20:04:19 GMT

G'Damnit!!!!!! I have 5500 dollars and cant touch it till after the 10th......more than five days......bastards.....i want to go get my fuckin car.....my money.....if it were like 10k i would understand but a measley 5k.....thats rediculous........argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~robby for Home coming Court!!!!!!!!

im cummin down with a case

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 23:29:23 GMT

That nostalgia that you keep getting...i think i am catching it....
Im craving things i once had and long to have them back.....
i want my car and the ability to carry you.
i want my strength back......i have lost some
......Not much but i still long it.....i also with more respect than i have.....
i am tired of the "robby wouldnt do that" mentality......one day i will do it and no one will expect it..... maybe that what i will have to do.....Beat down josh or something.....if i beat him he would respect me....of course i will have to have years of training and dicipline to do so....but the look in his eyes at the mention of ninjutsu....i loved it.....now to give him the pain that he knows is coming!!!!!!mwahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaahaha

Life is grand!!!

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 19:49:00 GMT

Well.....The past weekend was awesome.....just remember the number 6 cuz meg will. I love how its going....everything is working great except i dont have my key check yet.....but soon. School is easy and going smooth.....no major problems to speak of....knock on wood.....But words cannot express the way i feel right now.....i have love and i hope every last one of you can experience the things that i am.....
~Power is not the same as strength~

On again

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 03:47:29 GMT

Well my b-day plans for meg went well....i got more planned this weekend and so i hope my luck continues.....anyway school is boring and long....Im huge(not weight wise) And life is just going well.....i wonder why people are so uptight then i remember that the world is going to hell, roll over and go to sleep.

I have a dark silent and dreamless sleep. It maybe....dark but its peacefull.

do i

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 22:48:35 GMT

Brutish by Nature
Sweet if by Flavor
Intellecually noted
To her i am completely devoted
Ambrotia surrounds me
Irresistablity has some falling for me
None can steal it
That that lies in my pit
My love for you
Will forever remain true

Happiness

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 20:59:43 GMT

Well got my check the other day and took my family and Meg out to dinner at Cody's. It was fun them we went to the beach....lovy dovy i know. Eh Meg's B day is 2maro and i am gonna give her a some

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Well got my check the other day and took my family and Meg out to dinner at Cody's. It was fun them we went to the beach....lovy dovy i know. Eh Meg's B day is 2maro and i am gonna give her a some <font="italics">good</font> gifts. I love you Meg!!!

Hey

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 19:39:50 GMT

Whats up...not much here im such a dork.....life is going good.....im having fun. Sat is gonna be good as is sun if all works out......Well im gonna be 18 and legal....damn cant like hit many of you for a while. Well i dont feel very different but i guess we cant all.....eh lookin foreward to you guys hanging....

Boredom

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 17:42:05 GMT

So im sitting here on a sunday with nothing to do....Meg was here last night but she is home now and now i am bored so.....yeah just writing in. Im gonna be 18 in a week...yeah so crazy times ahead. Sigh.....gonna have some fun at some point....anyone who cares can come to my house saturday and hang out then we are going bowling at Manatee..../so if you fell like comeing feel free!!!!

i am.....

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 23:54:54 GMT

I am very happy....i dont understand why but i have this sudden burst of glee. Its as if i have come to peace with something inside myself and lifted a weight off of my shoulders. I hope it keeps up and i can provide Meg with all that which makes my life so wonderful and should please here also......

well....

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 23:46:16 GMT

i wish....
to have enough to give
to be better than i am
to understand what i dont
to make all those unhappy happy
Crazy, lazy, mazey and hazey....

Lunar inspiration

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 19:46:17 GMT

...The dark facade of the ominous night sky
was merely blemished by the faint presence
of the moon's milky countenance......

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 19:43:38 GMT

Well heres one for the MAN!

Think of this while you're sleeping
Is it really worth all that bleeding
Two buildings fall
Thousands of lives lost in the call
AN ongoing massacre
In the name of our father.
We're slaughtering our brothers
No consideration for losses of others
hundreds are weeping.
-mostly mothers-
For the supposed "world Peace"
That we're keeping...